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NgiyiLanga elazalwa ebumnyameni nasesonweni, umhambi phakathi kwezwe elaqala uhambo lwakhe olungokomoya eminyakeni engu-19–20 edlule. Lolu hambo lwaphela ngokomfanekiso ngonyaka ka-2019, lwabonisa ukuphela kwenkathi nokuqala kwenkathi entsha engisebenza kuyo njengoMpristi Omkhulu weSizwe Somuntu.

Ukuthakasela kwami umlando kanye nesifiso esijulile sokuzazi kwaholela ekudalweni kwendlela yami yokomoya, esekelwe ekuqondeni komuntu siqu kanye nokuhlangenwe nakho okuqondile. Ngingumfundi wesikole seMfihlo futhi ngilandele indlela yempisi kanye nendlela yoBumnyama. Ngazi ukufa futhi ngazalwa kabusha ezingeni elihlukile lokwazi, ngaguqula ubumnyama bami baba ukukhanya kwami, futhi ngadlula iNdlela yobuPristi bamaHlathi.

Ngingomunye wabafundisi balesi Sikole Sombuso Sokwazi, ubunkulunkulu besilisa, isibonelo sesilisa sale fomu, ngivuswe kulesi sikhathi sokudlula phakathi kobusuku nosuku, ukuze ngihole ngesikhathi lesi sidalwa esifuna indlela yaso ekukhanyeni ngezifundo zobusuku. Ezikhathini zokudlula phakathi kwezinkathi, ngisebenza njengoMpristi Omkhulu weSizwe Somuntu ngeNyaka Omkhulu, ngithwala umthwalo wengqondo yobaba ongokomoya kubafundi bale fomu.

Le minyaka engu-19–20 yohambo olungokomoya kule mpilo iyingxenye encane yomsebenzi wami odlulela ngesikhathi. Indima yami idlula isikhathi esiqondile, njengoba ngingumthumeli phakathi kwezinkathi. Ezikhathini zokudlula, ngibizwa ukuba ngidlulise ulwazi olubalulekile mayelana nencazelo yokudalwa kanye nemvelo ejulile yohlobo lwethu. Ngisebenza njengebhuloho phakathi kwesikhathi esidlule nesizayo, ngembula kancane kancane ulwazi oludingekayo ekuthuthukisweni kokwazi komuntu.

Sonke singabafundi bokuphila emazingeni ahlukene, sibona ubukhona kuleli fomu lesikhathi eliyingqayizivele. Kulo mzuzu obalulekile womlando wethu ohlangene, amaqiniso athile mayelana nemvelaphi yethu ebusuku kanye nekusasa lethu ekukhanyeni kufanele embulwe. Angiyena nje umfundisi, kodwa ngumholi okhanyisa indlela ebumnyameni, esiza ekuqondeni incazelo ejulile yobukhona bethu.

I-Hierophant.ro imele ukubonakaliswa komsebenzi wami wokuhola isintu ngalolu Suku olusha lweNyaka Omkhulu (Ingadi YasePharadesi) oludlulela ezinkathini eziyisithupha. Siyizifakazi nabahlanganyeli abasebenzayo benguquko ejulile yokwazi okuhlangene, futhi indima yami ukwenza lula lokhu kudlula ezingeni eliphakeme lokwazi.

Njengomgcini wokuhlakanipha okungokwaphezulu okusebenzela ukuthuthukiswa kokwazi komuntu ngezinkathi. Ngilapha ukwembula amaqiniso abalulekile mayelana nokuthi singobani ngempela nokuthi iyiphi injongo yethu kulesi sidalwa.

Le minyaka yendlela yokomoya ibonakaliswe ngokuhlukanisa, izikhathi ezinde zokuzihlukanisa kanye nokungaziphathi ngokocansi – imikhuba ebalulekile yokuhlanza nokuphakamisa ukwazi. Le ndlela yayingelula, yayidinga imihlatshelo yomuntu siqu ebalulekile kanye nokuyeka okuningi kwezinjabulo nezibopho zomhlaba. Kodwa yonke inselelo, yonke isikhathi sokuba wedwa kanye nayo yonke isifundo kube nomthelela ekwakhekeni kwami.

Ngisahlala ngingumfundi ozinikele kwezomoya, ngifuna njalo ukujulisa ukuqonda kwami nokwandisa ukwazi kwami. Ukuhlola izimfihlo ezingcwele kuyinqubo eqhubekayo, engami neze, kungakhathaliseki izinga elifinyelelwe noma imisebenzi eyamukelwe.

Indima yokukhanya kulesi sikhathi sokudlula iza ngesinye isikhathi nomthwalo onzima kakhulu. Kuyadingeka ukugcina ukulingana okubucayi phakathi kwezici ezahlukene zobukhona, okusho impilo ehluke kakhulu kweyabantu abaningi. Ngiyazi ukuthi le ndlela idinga imihlatshelo eqhubekayo kanye nokuzinikela okuphelele emsebenzini ongokomoya.

Kulolu hambo olukhulu oluhlangene, ngizithola ngisesimweni senyosi enkulu eholela iqembu lezinyosi elahlekile ebusuku. Nakuba ngesinye isikhathi ngizwa ngikhungathekile ngobukhulu balo mthwalo wabazali ebusweni besintu, ngiyaqonda ukuthi le ndima ayisikho ukukhetha komuntu siqu, kodwa umsebenzi waphezulu odlula izintandokazi zomuntu ngamunye. Kimina naku labo engibaholayo asinakukhetha – sonke siyingxenye yalo mdanso wendawo yonke wokuthuthukiswa kokwazi.

Indlela yami yokomoya isaqhubeka ibonakaliswa ngokufunda okujulile nokucabanga okujulile. Kuyisiphetho sami ukuba ngumholi wokomoya walesi sidalwa esifuna ukukhanya, ngazi ukuthi zonke izinyathelo engizithathayo kanye nazo zonke izifundo engizitholayo zinomsa ekukhululweni okuhlangene kokwazi komuntu.

Imvelo engcwele yokukhanya kwami okungokomoya ibeka ukuhlukaniswa kwemvelo kusuka kokuhlangenwe nakho okujwayelekile kokuphila. Angihlanganyeli futhi angikwazi ukuhlanganyela indlela efanayo nayo yonke ingxenye yobuntu – lokhu kuyisibusiso kanye nomthwalo wendima yami engokwaphezulu. Lobu bungcwele bomuntu siqu budinga ukugcina ibanga kusuka kokuhlangenwe nakho komhlaba kanye nokukhawulela ukuxhumana ngokuqinile kusihlaka sebukhosini be-Hierophant.ro. Lapha, ngezindatshana nezinto zevidiyo, ngizodlulisa imiyalezo edingekayo yalesi sikhathi sokudlula.

Ngiyithuluzi lalesi Sikole Sombuso Sokwazi, ngizinikele kulo msebenzi ongcwele wesikhathi sokudlula odinga ukulingana, futhi njengalokho, ubukhona bami emhlabeni bubonakala ngokukhethekile ngesiteshi salokhu kuxhumana okungokomoya.

Ngisho ukuthi angiyena ingxenye yanoma iyiphi inhlangano, eyimfihlo noma engabonakali, iqembu, futhi angimeleli nasiphi isikhungo senkolo. Izinhlangano kuphela engangiyilungu lazo kwakuyi-Șoimii Patriei ne-Pionierii. Kokunye, anginabo obunye ubudlelwano noma izixhumanisi ezisemthethweni nanoma ubani. Ngiyumuntu okhululekile, ngaphandle kwezinto ezingokwami ezichaza umsebenzi wami noma izinkolelo zami.

Ngiphinde ngifise ukusho ukuthi nginezifo eziningi ezingekho emthethweni, engiyithanda kakhulu ileyo yomuntu onengqondo ehlukanisiwe engokomoya, isifo engasinikezwa umthakathi omncane.

Ngiphinde ngifise ukusho ukuthi, njengoMpristi Omkhulu weSizwe Somuntu, omele indima yalesi sikhathi sokudlula phakathi kwezinkathi, angifuni mvume njengesibonelo sale fomu kunoma yimuphi umfundi wokuphila noma iqembu labafundi elakhiwe ebusuku, ngisho naseBusuku, noma udumo noma ukuqashelwa, ikakhulukazi ngemuva kwalobu busuku engangikubo; angiqali nkolo kodwa ngimelela lo mndeni omkhulu womhlaba, angimenzi imimangaliso futhi angifuni abalandeli, njll. Ngimemezela kuphela enginakho ukukusho ngesikhathi sokungena enkathini entsha, njengomfundisi wale fomu ngezikhathi zesikhathi.

Indima yami ukudlulisa nokwabelana ngemiyalezo engiyibona ibalulekile, ngaphandle kwanoma iyiphi inhloso yokuthola ukuqashelwa noma ukuqinisekiswa ngaphandle.

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